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| Looking for performers and artists!!! BEND IT IS HAPPENING AGAIN! |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|01:34 pm] |
The Bend-it Extravaganza, the second anual arts festival led by queer young people, is happening again in Seattle, WA - June 18th-20th. Last year we had a turn out of 200-300 queer youth and their allies and this year, it's only getting bigger. For our second year, it is a guaranteed good time that will have a full variety showcase of queer young artists and friends, as well as offering amazing workshops that will teach you about things you may have never even heard of. The festival starts with a big openening night full of drag kings, queens, and queers, along side some of the nw's hottest new bands and some future hot new performers that are just getting started. the rest of this weekend will be chalked full of workshops like "Transfeminism", "D.I.Y. sex toys", "queer body image/fat positivity", "how to incorporate art into the work you do with youth"(for post-youth allies), and many more. In the evening there will be a film festival followed by a dance party with a battle of the dj's and a fashion show-down, to end all. the closing evening will be our spoken word gala, with local celebrities to your new favorite young writer. besides that there will be raffles for folks who register early, volunteer at the fest, and who go to workshops, and so many other fun things at this free arts festival that is taking on great wind in our communities.
If you have questions, comments, would like an interview, or to set up a presentation at your organization or school (within the NW), please contact us at: bend-it@riseup.net or call elliat graney-saucke at 206.860.3654 |
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| Please comment |
[Feb. 2nd, 2004|05:04 pm] |
I am going to be starting a creative writing group for youth. If it sounds the least bit interresting to you (even if you dont live here or are not a youth) please let me know by commenting. The forum is pretty much open and whom ever would come would basically just have that time for writting what they want, getting direction if they need it, different writting style materials, being able to share their writting and have it remain confidential, and be able to aquire constructive critism while being in an open minded and confortable space.
Please give me your thoughts and opinions on this idea. What would you want out of it, is there anything missing, does it sound at all interresting?
Thank you,
Jordan |
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| its final |
[Jan. 13th, 2004|11:58 pm] |
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so i've decided to stop with this journal. i either dont talk to or dont really like most of the people on my friends page. i really dont update that much anymore since all we have is dial up here, and i've found a liking to actually writing on paper. plus i dont think that many people actually read my journal.
therefore, this is my last entry. farewell livejournal whores... my time is up. |
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| just kill me now |
[Jan. 13th, 2004|01:47 pm] |
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my head is killing me. i've had a bad muscle tension/migrain headache for the past three days. i think i'm building an immune to excedrine. its starting to not work anymore. argh. it feels wierd right now because i'm the only person thats in the house. if i didnt have a headache i would do something cool... everyone is at one of the house mates' court hearing to find out if she can get imancipated or if she's going to juvey. her parents sound really fucked up. i was going to go, but it felt like someone was hammering my head. i hope this shit goes away before work tonite. urgh...
i'm supposed to be getting my letter tomorrow, but tomorrow i'm supposed to go to olympia, so i'm going to see if i can get my letter today. i'm really excited. although i do need to come up with some way to get enough money to even go to the doc and order my shots and stuff. why cant i just live in san francisco? grr. i can't believe this is all happening though. it seems like that whole time i was waiting, those three months, six months, 12 months.. went by sooo fast. it feels great. i'm anxious/nervous of course but i'm sure that's what everyone feels... right? heh.. yea, so dont be surprised if i call anyone out of the blue who i never talk to anymore and ask how my voice sounds.
speaking of never talking to people anymore, i feel like everyone disappeared. i havnt talked to avery for a few months, i havnt talked to patch since tree lot, i havnt seen amber or joe for a while, or amanda. i miss everyone.
i want to go to cali. i want to see wyatt. i also want to see jaxon. and just see sf. i miss that place.
but i have to go. all is well that ends well...
later |
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[Jan. 6th, 2004|02:31 pm] |
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i hate being sick
i hate the snow
i hate my clumsiness
but i do love halo |
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| blah is the story of my life... |
[Jan. 2nd, 2004|06:36 pm] |
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| | horendous noise coming from that fucking PS2 that fuckheads never shut off | ] |
i feel like i need to crap.
i cleaned that nasty ass bathroom that i'm sure the whinester hasnt cleaned in ages.. fuckin lazy ass bitch. yea can you tell i'm cynical right now?
portland was fun. halo was really sick:( but i hope i did a good job of taking care of him. i got drunk. flirted a lot. keegan is a cutie. had sex in the bathroom...
realized a lot... that i can't/wont say on here.
23 days till my b-day.
that's all i want/need.
i really wish i could shoot this fuck |
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| greetings from 814 NE 40th St. interns office |
[Dec. 30th, 2003|05:43 pm] |
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| | getting painfully massaged!!! | ] |
we just finished our little group meeting. only a few of us were here. but it was good. i'm cold. but i got paid. thats good.
now i'm off to the store to get black hair dye, shoes, halo's shiz, and tobacco..
SO looking forward to portland tomorrow. CANT WAIT!!!!!! its like christmas all over again.
xoxoxoxoxoox
jordan |
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| damn... maybe i am a slut |
[Dec. 26th, 2003|12:17 pm] |
LiveJournal Slut Score for  studlyjay |
| Percentage of your friends you've met |
65.67% |
| Percentage of your friends you've kissed |
5.97% |
| Percentage of your friends you've sexed |
10.45% |
| Percentage of your friends you fancy |
2.99% |
| Slut points |
89 |
| (Based on 67 LiveJournal friends) |
| Take the LJ Slut Test by skx comment here |
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[Dec. 24th, 2003|12:21 pm] |
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well christmas has (practically) arrived. i hate holidays. this one has been stressful. being in this new household and all... they are some crazy bitches. but i'm sure that when this is all done and passed, halo and i will just look back and laugh. they have us (well mostly halo) doing all this shit around the house, first thing we hear in the morning is "halo can you come help me!?" poor boy, i dont know if he even has time to breath during the day. i think/hope it gets better after christmas. i think it'll be good for us both to get away to portland for new years.
anyway, i think i'm done ranting about that now. but i have nothing else to say.. hahaha |
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| maybe i should have left things unsaid... |
[Dec. 21st, 2003|07:58 pm] |
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i called a really old friend of mine today that i havnt talked to in a year and a half. his name is chris. he was the first guy i met when we moved to seattle. and i instantly fell in love with him. we never kissed or technically had a relationship but in my mind we were together. he had the same feelings for me that i did for him. but we were both really into the christian faith and he wanted to focus more on God at the time, rather than being in a relationship with someone. i dont know if i should have called him though. i'm afraid that when we get together next weekend (if we do) that he'll judge me and focus on how i'm not leading my life in the right direction in the eyes of the Lord. i think that maybe i just wont mention a bunch of things (maybe even everything) and just let him know that i was just seeking closure. yet is that what i'm seeking? i'm not too sure. he still has a place in my heart, so i've just thought about him a lot in the past months i havnt talked to him; i even had a dream about him last night. so i guess i'm just kind of pondering all of this right now.
anyway, i saw lord of the ring 3. awe-fucking-some special effects. it was great. kind of sad that it's all over now. but i guess waiting for harry potter to come out this summer takes over the anticipation. which btw, harry potter looks great. from what they showed, the dementors look awesome.
i also got to trudge around in pirate clothes which rocked. i felt so awesome. i had a sword too, which i unfortunatly couldnt whip out... but it was still fucking cool. and halo looked very handsome in his kilt. a true irishman he is.
i need to go into town tomorrow to find halo's x-mas present. looked around today but couldnt find a store that would have it. i'm hoping he's ok with what i'm planning on getting him. its nothing too special, just something he needs.
but i dotn want to give that away so i think i'll be finished now.
if i dont update before wednesday, i hope everyone has a good christmas. i personally hate christmas, but i have a feeling this years will be better than any before. i'm spending it with one that i love and cherish and that's all i really need.
anyway, later |
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| just a question |
[Dec. 20th, 2003|02:07 am] |
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what is your definition of love? |
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| ai, and so goes the slow direction of the buffalo |
[Dec. 19th, 2003|04:37 pm] |
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sitting at my moms work. we're going out tonite. i hope she lets me drive. i had fun driving derek's car and got quite the practice and fun out of it.
i hate christmas but i spose there is a little part of it that i cherish. mostly just memories. its kind of like a depressing contentment. hmm
anyway, i've been reading stone butch blues. i really like it. makes me think, and appreciate things more.
i'll have to write more later though, we're leaving now. |
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| blah |
[Dec. 17th, 2003|10:49 pm] |
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| | threatened, stupid | ] |
i got my g-ma's christmas present today. she actually sent me things i like for once. some cute pajama pants, funny socks, and a slightly patriotic beanie. although i dont think it's supposed to be patriotic but who knows.
went to the qyr meeting today. it was alright. i did brain storm some more ideas for an outside project. so elliat and i went to have coffee and chat. we came up with the idea to have all the interns' ideas come together and form a film. we were thinking about interviewing people in and out of school (queer youth of course) on how their experiance is/was in school. if they dropped out, tell why and what happened, if they stayed in school, why and what happened. we really want people to see what its like for queer youth in schools. and let kids know that if they really cant stay in school, what the alternate routes are. i think it should be cool...
i have funny ways of letting people know i'm trans. i ran into a friend of a friend i had met a few months ago and hung out with at the stinky rose. she didnt know i was trans and at the time we hung out i really didnt want to tell her because of where i was. and tonite i could tell she was trans friendly becuase one of the guys with her was trans. so i was chatting about this and that and told a story where i said "and since i'm trans..etc." hehehe.
jordan = dork
anyway, i'm kind of getting excited about going back to school this spring. i want to take a literature and/or writing class. my grammer is above average (when i want it to be) but i have recently discovered i have just a general vocabulary, nothing too exciting or striking. so i really want to work on that. it will be great for my writing.
but.. this is getting kind of long and unneccessary. so... i'm out. |
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| hello |
[Dec. 14th, 2003|12:14 am] |
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| |  drunk | ] |
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| | HEDVIG!!!!!!! | ] |
wow. i'm drunk. uhm... yea. eating shredded mild chedder out of the bag. listening to the hedwig soundtrack. loverly.
made out a lot. oh yea... sucked some fake cock. i can't believe i'm udating this. i've made so many typos its not even funny... uuhhhhhh.... halo went to the b athroom with some bread and i think cheese but i'm not too sure. hmm.. wonder what he's doing with that.
wellllllll..... i love hedwig. ohhhhhhhh the origin of love. hehehe..
uhm. i'm wearing a leash and a sailor suit.. well, half of it. and... halo is wearing a strap on. hot. i'm sure derek will be posting pics soon. hahahaha..
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alright thats all... i'm too drunk to update.. hahhaha |
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| i figure its time for an update |
[Dec. 7th, 2003|05:51 pm] |
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meh, i'm sitting at lambert. i'm kind of in a blah-ish mood. probably cause Halo isnt around. He got to stay in tacoma this weekend.
we found a place to live though. this older couple we know are going to help us out and let us live with them rent free until we can pay rent. it's all the way down in fed. way but that's not too much of a big deal to me since i already live in des moines.
anyway, i got distracted and forgot what i was going to write so i'm done for now. |
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